sorry kerana telah terlintas di fikiran aku tentang kita. yes aku ragu-ragu tentang relationship kita. n no bukan aku tak trust you , perhaps a lil bit. tapi now aku much more ragu- ragu tentang diri aku. aku tersangatlah ragu-ragu whether if im worth having you as my boyfie sayang. because i ain't good enaff for you. i doubt myself. i can't be good. im still the old me. the one yang too stupido. cepat terpengaruh wif others. senang dipujuk rayu.
OMG i hate myself for being stupid. why am i doing this to you?? bukan aku tak sayang kau , I REALLY DO. tapi ku cepat mengikut hasutan syaitan . terlalu mengikut perasaan . hawa nafsu. we need to talk sayang. how i wish if i could read ur mind. how i wish if i able to go through ur heart. n how i wish if i can read ur eyes everytime my eyes meet wif urs.
i can't wait to meet you dis thursday. i fuckin miss you. sumpah dari last meet kita , hari selasa last week aku can't get you outta ma mind. everytime i woke up from my sleep confirm aku akan sebut nama kau. yeah i do miss you a lot. everyday. aku nak sangat jumpa kau , tapi i wanna focus kat ma paper first. lagipun aku rasa lebih baik tak meet dulu. biar rasa rindu menggunung. baru nanti kami tak akan mensia-siakan our date. yeah i love being wif him. koz dia sentiasa buat aku feel good. sentiasa buat aku happy. even actually he's doin nothing , aku memang rasa wat a day la everytime im with him.
so sorry i dah doubt about us. i shouldn't rite? promise i won't sia- siakan ur love to me.promise i won't do stupid things. promise i won't repeat my biggest mistake ever. promise i will keep you in ma mind. always. every seconds.
damn. why should la i doubt about us. u're the best i ever had now :D
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